Monday, September 17, 2012

Dear Self.

I literally could NOT for the life of me figure out how to post this on my other blog.....I'm going to blame google tonight...

I was re-reading through some journal enteries that I wrote a few years ago.  I found them reinspiring and felt like sharing.  I don't necessarily know the exact things these thoughts were birthed from but I feel the overall theme is ever present.

6-23-10
Nod your head, don't worry young man you'll find your way, its never far, its never far away.  This isn't the first time, I swear it won't be the last you question your sanity.  Where are you going and are you proud to be from there.  I've shoved these hollow thoughts down for so long, they look brand new again.  Theirs only a few mistakes we'll want to make...everything else we will later consider successes.

---July - 10
It's been a while since I've been real with me.  Giving my time away always seems like the answer when your running away.  I went home just to see this final work carried through, now it's long gone.  Sleep well, the day will break before you get a chance to make it right, forget about the details I can't remember the last time it mattered anyway.  I swear it took my life time to get to where I'm at, yet its a silly thing how it looks a awful lot like where it all began.  Its no mystery that this world is failing me, yet everyday I see Heaven coming clear...

12-11
Sometimes we have to make choices that rip your heart out to save someone else that very same pain.  Sometimes you can't save someone in exchange for your own life, Sometimes....life isn't fair, although it does have a way of figuring itself out. In matters of love, I resolve we are all incredibly ignorant as good of intentions as we have.